Back to reality

I went off to Dahab on the 27th of december thinking I would only stay till the 1sty of jan.
I finish my money in the first 5 days and am peniless for the rest of my time there.
But I eat,sleep and drink for free....How can this happen?
I know I'm a lucky bitch...but this is too much!!
I have never felt so comfortable in my life...living with bediouns....is something absoluely sureal!
The trick is ...ofcourse....to know someone from their midst and for them to like you.
If you have these two key factors...you got it made....just like me..but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I had to come back to earth...yuuuuuukh seriosuly the air smells heavier and weirder here, I don't see any stars, I can't go anywhere bare foot...this is horrible!
GOD DAMN IT!
I know I'm going to go live there...."when" is the question though.
I have a goal to achieve before i go back "home"....and quite a few paths that will lead me to it. Now its a matter of choosing, I do have a path I like....but well, I'll just have to wait and see won't I :)